new freestyle
If I was gone would it matter
If I was gone who'd it flatter
Just be real it doesn't matter
All I do is cause pain
N' yet I can't change
Maybe my only reason for living is just a game
Because I try and I try to make things right
But somehow time after time I mess up in on night
I'm sorry for what I've done
Sorry for what I've caused
I ain't bullshittin, I'm feelin' so lost
I guess they were right
When they said pain writes songs
Cause I've got one inside me and it feels so wrong
N I guess in a way I've felt in for so long
But this is the first time I've wrote it in a song
My body gets numb and my hands get cold
My mind is blocked, man this feelin's grown old
I can't take it anymore
It's overwhelming
I'm such a fuckin idiot
I won't comprehend it
I'm so fuckin' stupid
I never understood it
I'm good for nothin' n y'all knew it
But dont worry
This will be over soon
I'm goin' down I promise you

-jes somethin i thought of during skewl